A Complex Rule for My Life!
Life is short. Undoubtedly, life is short and also it is good to have it short. Don’t take me wrong. I wish we all live long and have a great delightful life. What I really mean is you feel life is short relatively, only when you are happy. Happiness gives a big run to your days. Happiness gives time some velocity. The days just run when you are happy.
On a fine day if you sit alone in a nearby park among the long, green and firmly standing trees and think, you should not feel you are alone. Your all happy and fruitful days should dance in front of your eyes and they should make you to forget the beautiful nature you are in. You should be able to forget the sense of the breeze flowing through your hair. The more happy and fruitful days you have the more quality life you ‘own’. The more quality life you own the more meaningful life you showed to your kids.
It is just natural that we have many bad moments in our lives. The feeling that one single bad moment gives is more punching than what ten happy moments give. We never shut the doors to the past. We always recall, recall and recall something from unhappy past moments and think about the same. We ruin our moments by not closing the past. Mostly those unhappy incidents are also because of the people you have in your life. Their actions might have crippled your heart. Their action might have, surely, crumbled the trust you have built for them. Natural, you must have responded back with harsh actions or some censuring. For both of these incidents we feel bad because you didn’t want to get hurt by their actions or you might not have wished to behave like that towards them. But, bad moments ‘happened’ in your life.
A simple-but-complex-to-implement rule I have put in practice for my life. For my own life. Yeah, you may think that I am experimenting with my life. I do.
The rule is… “I should leave the crap people. I should just have a small number of best people in my life.”
Let me take a small incident, “I was bitten by a snake. The venom is running through my veins imbibing my life.” What should I do then? I should suck the poison out. I should. That is what exactly I am doing now! I have crap people in my life whose actions are taking away the felicity of my life. I should pull them out of my life. Then only I can live. Happily.
Yeah… you have a question now. “Chandu, are you the best?” Bro, am I best or not is others’ problem. It is their choice to have me in their life or not. But for me, I have put this rule in practice. I am not here on this earth to live someone else’s life. Right?
I have one life here on earth ! I am molding it !! Leave me alone !!!
RIP Ritche!
Rest in Peace Dennis!
Steve…?
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Relationships are fragile!
Relationships are fragile. The reason why we often hurt more the ones who love us most is because we do not realize this. We take for granted the people who are always there for us and we care not to be as careful with their feelings as we are with people we hardly know. A careless word. A negligent irrespectful act. We often think we can get away with anything when we are with the people who love us.
While it is true that they will extend to us their utmost understanding, it is also true that they are but human beings after all. They get hurt. And they get hurt the most by the people they love the most.
Relationships are fragile. It is far easier to protect it and to take care of it rather than to mend it when it is already broken into a million shattered parts.
Must we spend our precious time trying to gather the broken pieces? Or should we rather spend our moments checking our tongues, saying words of encouragement, holding the hands of the people who truly matter to us? Relationships are fragile. They are gifts to be cherished and protected and taken care of as much as we take care of our own hearts.
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As mentioned, a split in a relationship can result from a loss of trust with your lover. When you commit yourself to a person, you automatically put your faith in that person. You wouldn’t have committed yourself had you not loved the person from the start. The trust you give a person encompasses faith, love, and security. You trust that your partner will remain true to you, and will love you wholeheartedly. But sometimes, out of recklessness, or stupidity, trust is broken by the one person you have willingly given it to.
Love dies when trust is broken. Most times, when that trust is irreparably damaged, and the love you once shared is gone, you don’t want to be in the relationship anymore. It’s only natural, the security and safety you once had in the union with your partner is no longer there.
Another reason for relationship breakups is increasing incompatibility. When you start a relationship with someone, it’s because you have at least one major factor in common with that other person. But sometimes, at a certain point, you, or the other person in your relationship, will realize it’s just not right anymore. Things just aren’t the way they were before, and if that compatibility isn’t there anymore, the relationship may wither and die. Sometimes, as relationships mature, they become comfortable. And, as the saying goes; “comfort often breeds contempt”.
Contempt, or hatred, probably aren’t the right words! More aptly put, it’s boredom, or ‘sameness’ that often sets into a long-term relationship. When you’re in this unwanted situation, you find yourself having difficulty handling your day-to-day relationship with any real passion. You, or your partner may want out of the relationship because it’s lost it’s excitement or vitality. If your relationship doesn’t match your needs, or those of your significant other, then that’s usually when your relationship will start to turn bad.
Probably the biggest or most common reason for relationship breakups is when you, or your partner, fall out of love with one another. Sometimes, even if things seem to always be right, when love vanishes, relationships have to end.
Love is most likely the reason two people got into a relationship to begin with, but the loss of it also is the reason why many couples drift apart. You may certainly feel so in love with your partner right now that this will never happen, but there may come a time in your relationship when love disappears for whatever reason. It might be the result of a combination of what has been mentioned above, growing incompatibility or loss of trust, or something completely different. Who knows? Who can say?
It’s just an unfortunate fact of life, but people fall in and out of love every day. When love leaves, is there any reason to for you or your partner to stay together? Only you can answer that question. It is love that put you together, but, most of the time, it will be the lack of love that causes relationship breakups.
It has been long time…
It has been long time pressing a post on my blog. 
The rewards will be priceless
Have you ever noticed the absolute connection between having dreams and the necessity of taking risks in order to see them manifested in our lives?
I take 360 degrees of freedom to agree that we all have dreams for achieving, attaining and possessing something you like/want. But the desire to see them happened will be varying between 100% CPU Utilization and Your C:\ drive is running out of space…
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I can tell, “In general and always it is scary to step into the realm of unknown.” We follow the stream. We were hypnotized to be one among the sheep to simply follow what others are doing – may be because of suggestions from your dad or brother or friends or lecturers. We ignore that our dreams will be defunct state in our life-OS. In my case, I always had tons and tons of love for Physics, particularly astrophysics, avionics and Mechanics. Luckily, in favor of the luckiest persons, both the subjects have very nice connection to become a separate stream of physics in which you can get specialization. I almost solved all the problems except 1 or half in Mechanics section of Brilliant’s Elite material for IIT-JEE (God knows, I tried math or not from the same material. I never made my impression in IIT-JEE exams. It was defunct 
). After my +2 and EAMCET long term coaching, because of some eternal and stupid reasons I could not score a good rank and join any of the streams. So I joined Computers Science and Engineering, the next interesting subject and life is going on now! I am having a life mixed with great successes and of course, utter failures!
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Generally I don’t fool myself. By my mind’s grace, recently I have realized that I was not doing that! The reason being, I am calling failures as lessons. I yell, “Failures are failures, they can’t be anything else. See failures as failures only!” Sometimes or many times failures give us some positive energy if you have positive ego or – I am not getting a perfect word to say – they give some adrenaline (?) that ignites ego whispering loudly in your ears that you can’t fail!
Failures are lessons for those who cannot accept them. I hate to take lessons. You can call me fool or stupid! I fall in one of these categories. I want to be foolish and I want to be hungry! When you have positive ego to accept failure, you can freelance your mind to search for alternate paths like never before. You can’t stand firm, you can’t eat, this healthy state of your mind pushes you to extremes in getting the things done! Have a control, you do things. This state of mind opens doors for opportunities.
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If you choose to have faith in yourself (let us keep God aside) and choose to take a risk today, the rewards will be priceless. Challenge yourself! You have nothing to lose and everything to gain.
My hero, Steve Jobs already told, “Stay foolish and Stay Hungry.”
After all Journey is a reward.
Take risk folks!
I’m really worrying about his death (Cross fingers)
So, this little guy was born to an American mom, Joanne Simpson and an Egyptian Arab father, Abdullah Jandali – later who left family for west to pursue his career goals; was given away as an adopted kid by his mom to the couple – Paul and Clara. By the age the kid was given way, he was 4 years old!
This guy grew up a little and was going to school, but never attended any class for lying in the grassy-grounds thinking that he was an artiste and the grass was moving heads for his conduction of orchestra. He used to sit under the trees talking to the birds and roamed in the paddies.
He, had meals at ISKCON Hare-Krishna temple and used to sleep there on steps, spent his time in friends’ dormitories, was hated by his girl friend for spending his time in Lord Krishna Bhajans and dancing with fellow ‘monks’.
Just Entered teenage – this guy had another interest – Electronics. As an enthusiastic nerd in electronics, a local geek’s club attracted him where he could find his best friend. They made great circuitries that were not possible to do at that time by any other one in the geek’s club. The boards were miniatured to the greatest extent with least possible No.of ICs on ‘em. In no time they became highly popular in designing and selling circuit boards.
Later, he dropped out of college, and joined a gaming-console programming company as a programmer – only to save money for a spiritual trip to India seeking realization and to find God, shaved his head and headed to India with his another friend carrying his backpacks. They roamed around Himalayas. Had a bizarre experience in India and rushed back to USA.
Okay, so far so good! You might have had a question about his personality. Ok… personality… Ah, what I can tell is – right now he is the best egomaniac, eccentric and an well known as*hole in Silicon Valley, US.
You might have guessed by this time, whom I am about, Stephen Paul Jobs, yes… Steve Jobs, the co-founder and current CEO of Apple Inc., the most valuable technology company in the world.
So, need to introduce him and his company and there is no need to repeat too, that, Apple is known for just-working, cool and the new-innovations-breathed-in products. But on a fine day in his pat, this co-founder of Apple, Steve, was necked out from his own company who became later the only ‘savior’ for them. We all know how he is sharing his ‘Apple’ with us, what a delicious bites we are having. Delicious ‘Apple’s.
As an Apple fanatic and hater of Microsoft (by knowing history
), I am educating my friends (Sorry guys, this is not a good word to mention or write) by sending periodic mails on Apple History, Apple legacy, Apple news, Apple facts and great profiles who are using Macs and because of what they are enjoying their work. Even my mail signature contains Mac Facts. On seeing replies, I can tell at least some of my friends are reading them and if I miss to send a mail on a day, I get mails asking for Apple Mail. Because of these mails two of my friends really discussed with me and bought two MacBook Pros (13’’ and 15’’). Whenever I go to iStore or imag!ne store, I see many youngsters and ‘admirers’ looking at Macs having a ‘test ride’ (Of course, the price tag may not be light.) I am happy for that. At least they want to be away from Microsoft. (In my company I am forced to use Windows 7 UnderPraise (enterprise, I mean)) These are all apart. Okay… these are all apart. Jump into story!
Ask any reporter or CEO or anyone, no one gets into mess with Steve. He is such a sh*t. Employees don’t wanto to fall in his sight, because they may get fired in lift, corridor, cafeteria or lab. No one knows what he thinks. No one knows what his ideas are about. No one knows what he is going to do for Apple. One day he would ask the MacBook to be cased in black polycorbonate plastic arguing that that was the best, the later day he would come and tell who the f**k asked you to design it for black plastic case, design it for white one. Wow! Great. He just intentionally forgets his own past, he does not live on his mistakes. He counts only for today. He does waz da best for this season. He yells at his board members, executive and engineers. Yet, he has his own circle of great people who love him, admire him, follow him and looks forward to see him talking about technology and products for Apple. They don’t give a damn even if he scolds them often, they themselves admit that if Steve doesn’t like their work, certainly they would not have done it well! They would have felt bad when he ruthlessly killed some product lines with out releasing them to the public, but they love to work under him because he squeezes the talent out from them. He always pushed his design engineers to work like artistes and to ‘breathe in some sex’ into their products so that they can be appealable to the public.
Being hard to everyone never brought down his gravity to pull crowds. He was never nice to Press, never nicer to his board members or engineers. But he could get standing ovation from ‘everyone’ on his return to Apple after his pancreas-cancer operation in one of his WWDConferences.
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Among all the debates about the future of Apple Inc.’s, I like to talk more on “Who is the next Steve Jobs for Apple?” Ram, my friend, who hates Apple only because I love it, always asks me only this question. I can answer “no one, but…Tim Cook can [Phil Schiller can]” But he never found my answer convicing! That’s the mark Steve kept on morons too! (Sorry Rams) Apple runs on its design, perfection, quality and customer satisfaction (Asking me about iPhone 4? Will write a post later). Not only that, it runs equally on Steve’s gravity, aura and more than anything – his Charisma. What would happen to Apple if Steve were to die this moment (I am really afraid to write this line, cross fingers). Can Tim Cook, who successfully ran Apple in absence of Steve, take Apple further? As Apple is well known for industrial design, Is Jonathan Ive suitable? And of course, Apple has its best imprssion on marketing too, so is Phil Schiller the best as CEO? Time will answer this question. We have to wait for Steve!
I pray God for his long-living so that he will always be with Apple for a 20 more years as CEO and to ‘train’ Tim Cook (My next favorite CEO contestant for Apple
This post is pressed from my Mac. Love you Apple. Love you Steve.
Mr.God, do we need you?
Warnings:
- On reading this post, you may get confused or irritated or realized!
- In this post, the word ‘I’ doesn’t mean ‘me’, it is written in generalized sense. ‘I’ can be ‘you’ or ‘him’ or ‘her’ or anyone.
Part-I: Universal law of gravitation
I always tell that physics is my favorite subject. The laws and principles are always give satisfying justifications. They just work. Universal law of gravitation tells how the entire universe was ‘held together’. The law can be formulated as F=G.m1.m2/d.d; where Universal Gravitational Constant G=6.673*pow(10,-11) N.m2/kg2, where F is force; m1 and m2 are masses and d is distance of separation between the masses. Okay, to put in simple words, if two objects of masses 60 kg and 60 kg each are separated by a distance of 1.0 m, then the gravitational force between them is 2.40*pow(10,-7) N.m2/kg2.
This law did not confuse anyone until Einstein proposed theory of relativity. This TIME’s man of the decade introduced another dimension that was perpendicular to the existing X, Y and Z axes that are already perpendicular to each other. “That is impossible”, physicists told initially. I don’t know what Einstein replied.
The best thing is the effect of ‘time’ as 4th dimension is minor on the gravitation law in most of the conditions (?).
Part-II: Universal law of Contract-with-God
Anyone will agree, “The efforts you put and the returns you get are directly proportional.” When some proportion is defined, the value of constant must be given that equals the LHS and RHS. Remember, this is law of God, so the constant will be constantly changing its value depending on ‘time’. The constant can become pow(a,x) or pow(a,-x) or pow(‘I don’t know’, ‘I don’t know’). That means, the efforts and returns will be in direct proportion sometimes and in inverse proportion sometimes. So, you don’t have control on returns but you are free to put all your efforts. Sometimes more than you can. Here, this great God will be holding something kind of, you know, tuner or rheostat or regulator that changes the value depends on your past-lives’ karma, others’ fate, your fate, some ant’s fate or some other fu*king things’ fate. So your fate is dependent on others’. These trillions of things act on you; again depending on little tiny dimension (?) ‘Time’. Remember, your fate also is showing impact on others’. So, this law behaves weird and a normal human being cannot understand! Did God understand what he formulated (if at all he exists), I doubt!
The worst thing is the effect of time is highly major on Universal law of Contract-with-God.
Part-III: Did you just say “you and your religion”? “Yes, I said. No, I did not. huff… I don’t know.”
I cannot control my birth time, obviously. But the oracles say that the birth-time decides what results I am going to get (Holds good in Asian-born religions). My previous life’s actions (karma) decide what and all (at least some) I am going to get in this present life (Holds good only in Hinduism, buddhism (?), many Americans and Europeans are slowly believing this! Alas!). Every outcome/result is already decided/defined by God (Holds good for every religion). Then what the fu*k I do here and why the hell I am here now? I possess intelligence, hands and eyes and all to do whatever on my own. Being not-aware of past-life, how can I expect what I have to do to be happy in this life? I don’t have control on future (Not always). I know only what I am doing. Geek, but I should not expect results, our Lord taught us in Geeta. Yeah, life is complex. It is an outcome of many many zillions of others actions and mine. Hard to formulate, isn’t it? But… ???
I only have to do what I am supposed to do, should not expect the result. This just pulls my hair on my head into my mouth. I feel like eating that hair on hearing this. I just get irritated whenever I hear this. If I want something, I definitely work for the same. How would a labor feel if his master tells, “You work hard for food, but it is up to me to pay or not.” How can he buy a bread or biscuit for his children and wife when he is not paid? I do have some to-be-in-life things. I do work for them keeping in mind that I should ‘acquire’ them. But if some God’s extra terrestrial jingoree dinginaka formulae are acting on me eventually stopping the results into my own world, it just knocks me off! I don’t want to be governed under such insane God’s government. It’s human mentality to expect something in return for his work. One thing to be noted, this mentality (In general, everyone has this mentality) is the finest creation of God. So he gives the mentality of asking or expecting something, he only asks us to not to expect any result and it entirely upto him to decide what to give and what not to. Is it game or what? Ah… yes… it’s a game. Jagannaataka sutradhaari leelaa vinodam (very big funny words). It’s all Jagannatakam. He gets entertained ‘cos of our lives?
I have seen so many under-qulified guys who got opportunities tampering the qualified one’s dreams. I really do not know they are qualified or not, but a bunch of stupids were given with good things while the best ones were stopped. There are guys out there waiting for seeing good things in their lives. They just have faith in you God, before that they have put their efforts to achieve what they want. Are you listening (if at all you exist there), do we need you God, really?
There are many places where violent actions happened in your name, we don’t know where you were at that time. When your name is ruining our lives, do we need you God, really?
There are people who want to expand their religion at any ‘cost’ by catching bad moments. There are people fighting to ‘eradicate’ one community just to satisfy their vengeance. We don’t know where you were at that time. God, do we need you, really?
Part-IV: Mr.God, we are the reason for your birth.
No living or non-living thing needs God (?). It is a beautiful concept created by our intelligent-elders, the greatest saints to have a better controlled life. It is just like, if you feel someone is policing you or observing you, you do refrain yourself from doing wrong things. Might be, this was one of the concepts how “God came into existence.”
He exists or not, you believe the f*c*ing him or not, you do prayers or not, nothing is going to be changed. It is us to have pristine mind to make this world a place to live peacefully and happily. We must learn to be honest even if we are alone. We must learn loving others unconditionally. No religions, no castes, no racism. Then, wouldn’t world become holier than God?
Part-V: Mr.God, you do exist and you dont.
Before these Neanderthals and homo-sapiens came into existence there were many kinds of species lived on our earth – say Dinosaurs. If at all God exists and if God had created all these species, he must have breathed in souls into them. I don’t think, dinosaurs prayed God. (Don’t laugh) I don’t know, they might be having their own language, thanks to Spielberg, if dinosaur do some weird sound, might be that was kind of “Hail the Lord”, Who knows? They just acted as per their nature, they ate other animals, they ate leaves, they ate junk, But everyone should admit there must be some good souls too existing at that time; they must have gone to heaven (I am not kidding, serious). God is not a stupid to declare “Pray me, get into heaven.” Because of nature calamities those species’ lives came to an end – meteor impact, earth quakes etc. etc. So it is nature that decides. So again, did dinosaurs pray God? Did they have a feel of him? Did he not send their souls into heaven because they did not pray him? First of all, did they have to pray him?
(Afraid to consider…) If a baby had just born and died, tell me, (s)he goes to heaven or not? He must be gone into heaven, because he did not even open eyes to see what sin is. He did not speak and act, so he is a pristine soul. At last, he did not say any word about God – “hail jesus”, “Om namah sivaaya”, “Bismillah…” – he did not pray God. He just did nothing; you can consider he did good. So, the soul must be enlightened. Do you need a god to be enlightened, other than a mind that tells you to be good and do good?
Part-VI: God, I have a request for you!
Okay God, according to me, you don’t exist, even if you exist, we don’t need you! If you happen to show your face only on Judgement day or Yugaantam, does it mean, indirectly you are asking us to feel pain with all these things until you come?
God, your name and you are confusing/spoiling/ruining our lives (I am afraid to tell this to you God, you could have cursed me). We cannot understand your laws. We cannot run with you. We cannot keep up with you. Your name is not doing well down here. You are not responding to us! You are not answering our prayers. You are not doing that! You are not doing this! You are not …! You are not…! You are not…! …………. You are not…! You are not God at all!
We got fed up to be pawns in your game. We, at least I, don’t want my life to be governed by your great-not-understandable laws. Let me live my life. I do work; I do expect something in return, I do love; I do expect love in return, I do give; I do expect back. My brothers and sisters are dying there in your name. My brothers and sisters are expecting blindly something in their life, they are putting efforts for that, please don’t apply your laws. You are killing us every moment. Hitler’s rule was better than yours.
God, I have a request for you, can you please let me live my life? I don’t want you.
Am I being ignored?
I had already told in one of my posts that I never understood a human-being’s mentality and God! Yes – God!
Pointing at a big photo frame, my dad once told (not once, everytime), “He is…”, one great ‘personality’ whom we unanimously treat as the very-cause and result for everything, “…Bheemalingeshwara”. No matter how much interest I have in logic, reason and physical science, I could not deny that he is ‘everything’. On understanding some books and lectures I came to know Lord Shiva’s tattvam as a mere science, call it – Khagolam, jyothishyam or life-survival whatever.
He is fused into Nature. Nature always appear as ‘Sa-amba-siva’ to me! My dad’s injection of Lord Shiva’s tattvam turned me into his Bhakta. On every visit to my native, I first visit my Lord’s temple – the feeling I get on seeing at the lingam is unexplainable. I feel assured! I stare at that lingam affectionately thinking who can else give THIS MUCH THIS MUCH THIS MUCH assurance being ‘in the position of God!’ Just as a practice only I visit Ganapathi mandir in that temple premises being hurry to see my great-father, Lord Shiva. I preferred ‘Hara hara hara mahadeva, shambho shankara’ to ‘Aum bhoorbhuvah suvaha’. I preferred “Naagendra haaraaya thrilochanaaya!” to “Saraswathee Namasthubhyam!” I never looked at him as an entity to be feared.
I deared him. I befriended him. I loved him. But he never deared me, never befriended me, never loved me! I am being totally ignored by him!
He never answered my prayers! He never fulfilled my ‘high-priority’ wishes! He never responded when I cried for help! Did he forget me thinking that I would love him forever as usual? Or, being I am one in million of his sons, am I being ignored? I could not digest the truth that he ignored me! When I prayed him that much why should he ignore me?
I swear, for more than 2 months I did not pray anyone who is being called as God, call him – Shiva, Rama, Jesus or Allah (Sorry for differentiate them! They all same)! Then my love towards my very interests, logic and reason started developing/ growing/ strengthening. I gave much time to think about the happenings! I am not so intelligent to draw conclusions of illusions called God! But I could formulate something! The thought process took me into my childhood, I got the greatest parents, greatest sisters, won considerable number of prizes, won great accolades, studied very well, earning very well, had been to Paris on work, being treated by my friends better, I am having good life! Then what the hell I am missing in life?
That night I though much and much, more and more… Am I doing mistake? Is my great-father ignoring me or am I ignoring him? Don’t I have gratitude for all the good happenings? I just slipped into deep sleep.
I ran to Shiva temple. I did not clean my feet, I did not even visited Ganesha Mandir, I just wanted to stare at my great-father! :’( I just wanted to be what I was! I was shouting “Hara Hara Mahadeva shambho shankara.” There were so many crowds! I was still yelling, “Hara hara mahadeva”, no one is making way for me to see my great-father, :’( Aalaya archaka was lighting haarathi, still I could not see my father, Archaka started, “namo bhavāya cha rudrāya cha namaḥ śarvāya cha paśupataye cha”, crowd started ringing the heavenly bells, I was wandering there to see my Lord, At last, Yes… I saw my Lord. The Mahalingam looking more-than-divine this time, I kept on shouting more “Hara hara mahadeva”, my tears were taking away my mistakes, I am what I was, I am dearing him, I am befriending him, I am talking to him, I am loving him. My great-father is always what he is… now, he is dearing me ‘again’, befriending me ‘again’, talking to me and loving me too ‘again and again’!
Sudden wake-up. I am literally crying! With in minutes I ran to see my great-father.
Every happening carries its own meaning! If my great-father did not fulfill my wishes he might be looking for some more great things for me! If my great-father did not fulfill my wish, might be I was not ‘eligible’ for it! My God is not a fool to give valuable things when I am not eligible. First of all I should ask myself, “Am I really eligible for my wish. Am I ready to take it? Am I worth being the owner of that wish?”
After this thought process I formulated one life-style-rule for myself, if I achieve something I will give the total credit to God and will thank him!, if I lose something, I Think about it, if it is my mistake I will take the burden of scolding myself unconditionally admitting my mistake.
All of our wishes are one(s) among millions and millions of seeds! But every seed needs Air, water and earth to come be-living into this world! It just takes time! It just takes God’s wish/order! God never ignores his sons! He is always there with us every second, every moment to take care of us! He always loves us, it is us who toggles love and hate on him! It is upto us to feel his presence! Let us be ‘eligible’ before we wish!
We all may love Paramapurusha, we all may love Jehovah, we all may love Allah! Hara hara mahadeva! Aum namahsivaaya!
